I’m exhausted.

Jun. 24th, 2025 06:35 am
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I might go back to sleep after this.

So yesterday I had to deal with two collections accounts, one of which was mine, although I’ve never gotten a bill (I know the testing was done, they just. Didn’t give me a bill, and I can’t pay what I don’t have a bill for).

The other was not, and I’m getting really pissed with the guy who had this phone number before me not paying his bills.

In other news, Cal put his phone on snooze RIGHT BY MY EAR this morning, which wasn’t fun.

Yeah. I’m going back to sleep. 

Well well.

Jun. 23rd, 2025 07:13 am
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If it isn’t the consequences of my own actions.

I’m a bit sore today, aggravated by the fact that I’m wearing jeans and not my comfy pants. I don’t strictly need to wear them, but I want to be dressed and not in pajamas.

I played Breath of Fire 3 for five hours yesterday. I use autobattle as timer to play mobile games; playing the mobile game while the battle is running, that is. It works for me, but there was an event in one of them that my partners refused to participate in, and I really wanted the prize for finishing, so that’s what I spent my afternoon on. 

In other news, I cannot get comfortable. My right side feels like it’s being pulled forward and I don’t know why. This is going to make writing very difficult.

I’m gonna lay down and perish now

Jun. 22nd, 2025 09:22 am
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I went with Cal to grocery shop this morning. I won’t call it a mistake, but I’m feeling it now. Almost 2000 steps where for the last week and a half, I’ve gotten MAYBE 500 a day.

I’m hoping that I’ll be okay enough to go for 2-5 minute walks every day this coming week. We’re still under an extreme heat warning, but 5 minutes should be too dangerous.

My hands hurt terribly for some reason, which is weird, because I haven’t really been using them as much as I usually do. Have I? In any event, maybe today will be a reading day. I’m working on To Shape A Dragon’s Breath by Moniquill Blackgoose. It’s good so far, but I’m reading it slowly, because the chapters are short and I’ve been stopping after a chapter. 

Oh, I also managed a shower last night. I just washed my hair and got out, as I’m not comfortable getting soap on the incisions yet. Still, it was nice to rinse off, at least. I’m going to be doing that every day, hopefully, and next week soaping up. 

I’m gonna go… well… write. I still want to get my words down for the day, pain be damned. 

Ugh, me.

Jun. 21st, 2025 08:20 am
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I was “in bed” by 8. Didn’t go to sleep until after midnight. I was too busy getting mad at transphobes and classists on facebook. I have to stop doing that. 

I am, needless to say, exhausted.

But I am dressed, and I went down the stairs to make my breakfast; Dad’s going to go out to buy a gift card with his Home Depot card so we can get groceries. Because the disability system is ridiculous and thinks it’s reasonable for someone to go almost a month with no income because we’ll get the money eventually. Like, that’s not how the real world works. At all. I feel REALLY bad for people who need to be on permanent disability. (Or “long term” disability. Like, no. Some people are permanently disabled and deserve to be left in peace without being harassed by constant “assessments”. Deal with it.)

My watch wants me to get just 1400 steps today, because I’ve been so inactive. I am itching to go for a walk, but I don’t think I’ll be doing that this week. There’s an *extreme* heat warning. Not excessive. *Extreme*. I don’t think it would be SAFE for me to go for a walk in those conditions. 

I’m gonna try to do some exercises with Finch, though. See how that goes. 

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